F.E.A.R

Direct ga scene loki enter aipodaam.....beginning ela raayalo teleeka araganta nunchi juttu peekkuntunnanu.
Place : Kakinada
Date : gurtuledu...march 1st week
Time : 8:30 PM

Nenu maa peddamma gaarinti nunchi maa annayya vaallintiki veltunnanu. Oka 20 min walk. Kuda chinna bag undi andulo na laptop undi. Road antha cheekati ,ye daridrudu ledu.. okka street light kuda ledu. Entha dhairyavanthulakaina konchem bhayam untundi kada....nenu asale beduru godduni chinnapatnunchi cheekati ante chachentha bhayam. Asala Steven speilberg ni tannali aa Jurassic Park cinema teesinanduku....okkadne second show chusa aa cinema 6 lo anukunta. Appudu konnalla varaku ye moola nunchi ye dinosaur vachestundo ani tega bhayapadevaadni. Daaniki todu ma cousins nannu inkaa pedda verri vengalappa ni chesi aadukunevaaru ;-( ...So manasulo bhayapadutu naaku telisina pichi mantraalevo chaduvukuntu nadustunnanu. Kaasepayyindi....inthalo venaka nunchi oka female voice "evandi mee illu ekkadandi...?" Naaku pulusu kaaripoyindi. venakki choosthe oka middle-aged woman bhujam meeda edo bastha undi. "ikkade nandi.." ani fast ga nadichestunnanu....avidaki andakundaa. Gunde ninda bhayam evevo thoughts. Emo aavida aa bastha tho naakokkati gattiga ichi naa lap nokkestundemo...inka entento aneskuntunnanu.
"evandi undandi...anthaa cheekati ga undi kada bhayam ga undi maa illu akkade konchem todu undandi..." andi aavida.
Hammayya anukunnanu....konchem navvukunnanu kuda. Kukka toka pattukuni godaari eedinattu ane sametha gurthochindi....nene pedda bhayastundni malli eevidaki nenu todaa ;-)

Sare nandi ani aavida tho paatu kontha dooram nadichanu. Aavida paapam daarantha edo matladutune unnaru....naa manasulo inka ekkado pisarantha bhayam..nenu free ga maatakalapalekapoyaanu.. tarvatha evari daarina vallu vellipoyaam.

Bhayam...naaku cheekatante bhayam inkondariki verokati bhayam. Adi manishini enthela marchestundo alochisthe navvostundi. Asala naa pichi kaakapothe naa bag lo laptop undani aavidaki ela telustundi.
cheekatlo evi kanipinchavu asala emanna unnayo ledo kuda teliyadu aina bhayam...aakhariki saati manishante kuda bhayam. Jeevitham kuda anthe...mundu emi jarugutundo evariki teleedu emi jarigipotundo anukuni bhayapadipotuntaam. Ante ofcourse ippudu paristhitulu kuda alage unnayanukondi...
Ela rayalo teleetledu gaani...naaku ardham ayyindentante anavasara bhayaalu pettukuni muduchukupoyekanna naluguritho kalisi pani cheyyadam manchidi.Vachi raani english lo aithe We are all the same...like Hermit crabs(see wikipedia for more info on hermit crabs). We need to get out of our shells and open up to the world.
Ante I mean for eg raillo veltunnaam anukondi pakka vaaditho maatladam chachina matladam...bhayam ani kaadu gaani enduko matladam. Ala kaakunda manam parichayam chesukunte... emo manaki oka manchi friend dorakachemo evariki telusu.

Maree manchitanam ekkuvaipothe kuda problemme anukondi...kaani em chestam.

Fear....deep rotting fear.
Fear is a sickness. It will crawl into the soul of anyone who engages it.
It will taint ur peace.
Strike it from ur heart.

Life's got lot more to offer than what you and me think...!

ee madhya naa blog lo nenu OA ekkuva chestunnattanipistundi meekkuda ala anipiste naaku cheppandi...konchem cut cheddaam.