First Day & First ???

Eppudu durada pedithe appude gokkovaalani naa concept.

Mothaaniki * company lo join ayyanu. Edo jeevitham saaga deesthunnanu. Ippudu naaku Mumbai relocate chesaadu. 1 Naaku elaagu pellam pillalu leru kaabatti compulsory ga veltanani…vellalani vaadi concept. So inkem chestaam adjust avtaam. Kaani adjust ayye mundu ippatidaaka jarigindantha oka saari nemareskovaali.

June 4 naa joining date. Aa roju ippatiki naaku gurtundi. Maa ammagaaru…”orey devi first day poddunne lechi gudikelli appudu venue ki vellu. Eppatilaage late cheyyaku, vadu cheppina time ki ganta mundu undu akkada” annaru.

Aa roju nenu lechindi 7:45 am ki. 8:30 kalla tayarayyaanu. Kphb nunchi ameerpet vellali. Inthalo noti D aagaka maa akka tho cheppanu…akkaa maa amma gudikelli vellamandi ani. 2 Ventane nannu daggarlo unna gudiki tolesindi maa akka….hadaavidi ga intlone unna oka kobbarikaaya peechu appatikappudu valichi ichindi. (kobbarikaaya lendi…..peechu kadu)

Eppudo gaani gudikellani naa D batuku. 3 Housefull theater mundu first time black lo tickets amme vaadila atu itu tachaadutunnanu….konchem khaali ayyesariki devudiki eduruga vellanu. Appatike poojari garu vere family ki oka hi-fi pooja okati chestunnaru. Cheyyi saiga thone “kurcho nayana…” annaru. Ento naa face lo aayanaki antha bhakthi kanipinchindemo….appatiki time 8:50 am. Venue lo undaalsindi 9:00 am ki. 4

Ento …….vaddanalemu, asale Devudu. Hmmm…… kurchunnanu. Poojari gaaru pooja chestune unnaru… 9:05 ayyindi. 5 Naaku oka pakka nunchi pulusu kaaripotundi. Inthalo kobbarikaaya kottu nayana annaru. Ekkada kottalo teleeedu…6 aayana grahinchi raayi bayata undi nayana ani chepparu. Velli kottanu. Adi enthaki pagalatledu. 7 Naa nethikesi kottukunte bavundedi anipinchindi. Elagola kastapadi adoka vintha aakaram lo rendu chekkalu chesaanu. Kobbarikaaya lopala kobbari neellu kadu kada kobbari kuda ledu….adantha nallaga (maadina naa face) la undi. Huh naa taraai anukunnanu. 8 Avi akkade padesaanu.

Fast fast ga clockwise anticlockwise moodu roundlu kottanu. Devudni eppudu adige moodu korikalu adigesi time chusukunnanu…. 9:20 am. 9 Intiki parigetti malli busstop ki parigettanu. Naa sudi ki taggattu okka bus kuda raatledu. 10

Dooram ga oka bus kanipinchindi. Varada praanthallo high alert prakatinchi nappudu janaalni aa areas nunchi vacate cheyyistaarani vinnanu. Aa bus chusthe ardham ayyindi. Andulo anthmandi janam unnaru. Nenu dhairyam chesi bussekkesaanu. Bus lo okadu peelchi odilesina gaalilo migilina oxygen ni malli peelchi andulo malli konchem migilchi andaru okarikokaru entho cooperate cheskuntunnaru. Nenu kuda na vanthu krushi chesaanu. Anthalo……..anthalo enti naa bonda chaala ugaalayyaka ameerpet maitrivanam vachindi. Ventane bus lonchi naa file visiresi nenu kuda dookesaanu.

Time 10:10 am Gadiyaaram lo mullulu nannu chusi navvutunnattu expression pettayi. 11 Aadara baadara Aditya Enclave ki vellanu. Just maa concerned room loki enter ayyanu….ventane venaka nunchi oka female voice…”please put out the mail u have received from us regarding joining date confirmation. I will come to everyone and check.” 12 13 14 Nenu aa sangathe marchipoyaanu. Malli kindaki parigettanu. Daggarlo unna net centre ki vellanu. Printouts teeyinchanu. 20rs ayyindi. Naa daggara style ga jebulo 500rs note inka oka 10rs note tappinchi emi levu. Vadu nannu oka saari paiki kindaki chusaadu..ante vaadu kuda nannu 15 annadu. Ventane pakkane china juice centre ki velli chillara adiganu….”nahin bhaisaab ”….annadu. Ekkada dorakaledu. Malli vaadi daggare rendu grape juicelu order iste chillara ichaadu. RENDU juicelu enduku order ichano ani anavasaranga alochinchi burra paaducheskokandi….ala aithene chillara istaadu. Chachi chedi motham meeda elagola anni chusukuni malli aa hotel room ki vellanu.

Talupu teesanu…..appude session start aipoyindi. Anni seats full. Madhyalo veedevadra ani andaru chustunnaru. Inkaa pedda edavani avvakunda ventane room venakki parigetti oka seatlo kurchundipoyanu. 16 Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm inka aa tarvatha anthaa mamoole….anni panulu devudi daya valla bane jarigipoyaayi.

Aa tarvaatha maa training start avvadam…ala ala time gadichipoyindi. Ee time lone naaku chaala chaala chaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaa manchi friends dorikaaru. Nenu kuda vaallaki oka maadiri friend laage jiddula antukupoyaanu….

P.S: numberlu kanapadda chotalla “chi naa batuku cheda” ane dialogue annamaata. Anni saarlu raayaleka ala chesaanu.

Manishikemkaavali...???

Suddenga adigithe kastam kada….! Konchem alochinchandi…
O doctor ki ekkuva patients kaavali..
O actor ki pedda hit kaavali..
Rakshaka bhatulaki dharmapeetaalu baddalayye caselu kaavali…andithe konchem adi kuda kaavali…
Politicians ki kurchi kaavali…

Ammayilaki andam kaavali…abbayilaki andamaina ammayilu kaavali…
Talli tandrulaki pillalu vaari cheppu chetallo undadam kaavali…

Ivanni O.K gaani “manishikemkaavali”.. ?
Ante veellevaru manushulu kaada ?...Emo mari ee Madhya asalu manishi ante ento sarigga teleetledu.

Meeku gurtundaa…manaki kuragaayalu ammevaadu, inti pananthaa chese panipilla, roaddu chivara cheppulu kuttevaadu, gudi metla meeda bichagaallu, chetha teeskelle municipality vaallu……. Veellandaru kuda manushule. Meeru kaadanaru naaku telsu.
Kaani eppudaina mana intlo vaallatho samananga veellani chusaara ???

Development perutho manalo manam inequalities srustinchukunnam. Daaniki kontha mandi “status” ani peru pettukunnaru. Daaniki “dabbu” ane neeru posthu “Aham” baaga penchukunnam. Nenu goppa anukovadam manchide…kaani NENE goppa anukovadam murkhatvam. Nijaaniki paina cheppinvaallu mana kinda panicheyyatledu mana KOSAM panichestunnaru.

Manishiki kaavalsindi Dabbaa ?
Manishiki manassaanthi kaavali. Daaniki mana peddollu super formula chepparu…
Mana cheti ninda pani, mana kadupu ninda tindi, mana kanti ninda nidra…ee moodu unte manassaanthi automatic ra nayana ani. Kaakapothe manam daanni konchem variety kada manaki badulu NA ani pettukunnaam. Anthe akkade tedaa antha vachindi. Naaku IPOD kaavali, Naku Nseries kaavali, anni NA NA NA. idi MANADI ani evaru denni anukovatledu. Anni naadi needi, aakhariki mana RASTRAM kuda….o mukka naadi, o mukka needi, inko mukka inkokadidi…..

Devudu oka chinna porapaatu chesaadu..manushulaki jeevanadharamaina gaali FREE ga ichaadu. Asala free ani ekkadaina boardu pedithe aa board teesi dachesi unnavanni techeskuntaam inkokallu competition raakundaa hmmmm lekapothenaa gaali ni kuda ammukunevaaru, addeki ichevaaru inkaa kabja kuda chesevaremo…DABBU KOSAM.

Dabbante enduko antha moju….dabbutho manassaanthini konukkkolem…(inka evaru kanipettaledu..konipettaledu). Manishikante dabbe powerful aipoyindi. Dabbuki antha value ki kaaranam SWARDHAM.
Asala billgates ki inka dabbukavala cheppandi….inka edoti chestune unnadu kada. Edaina cheyyalane tapana(passion) undaali dabbu daanantata ade vastundi…(ani na feelingu).

Chi chi ee dabbu gurinchi raasi naa blogni “inkaa” kampu kottinchalenu…

Ee Dabbuko Dannam…KPHB lo rentlu baaga penchesi BACHELORS ante edo boothu padam la feel aye inti owners ki saastaanga DANNAM.

P.S: Asala gudilo kobbarikaaya enduku kodataaro telsaa..?
Mana aham aa kobbarikaaya pagilinattu pagilipovaalani….

Courtesy: PEEDNUS ;-)

Somethings are better left unsaid...these are NOT !

Adi maa college ring ceremony memory annamaata....
Oka saari mee pakkana table fan edaina unte chetho slow ga tippandi.....flash black loki veltunnam.

Adi 2003...june 15 na release avvalsina results 12 ne release ayyayi....nenu kkd lo unnanu. Adoka rakamaina feeling tho maa annayya tho patu JNTU ECE lab ki vellamu net lo results chudadaaniki...adoka rakamaina feeling endukante maadi maree antha sound party kakapoyina ma parents kastapadi Gowtham Gudavalli gaadiki lakhsha tagaletti nannu chadivinchaaru.
Nenu koddo goppo bane chadivevaadini...IIT dobbindi.....EAMCET dobbindi....AIEEE kuda dobbindante nannu intlonchi dobbemantaaru, andukannamaata. Result chusaamu 1982 vachindi. Naakanna ekkuva maa annayya kallallo santhosham. Intlo konchem santhosha padi chaala badhapaddaru ee vedhavani intlonchi gentese chance koddilo miss aipoyindani.

Tarvatha nenu pettina 52 options loki oke okka option lo civil pettanu adi ekkado 32 daggara....ade tagilindi..NITK surathkal civil vachindi. Ma naannagaari veena master garu chepparanta surathkal college manchidi ani...andukani andulo vachinanduku inka santhoshinchaaru. Surathkal vellalante rendu trains maraali. Rjy to chennai (circar), chennai to mangalore (west-coast). Manakemo civil ante ado rakamaina chinna chupu...asalu civil ante ento appatiki teleedu naku. Daaniki todu raillo oka cloth merchant "Civil kosam antha dooram vellava.......?" (chaala badha paddadu papam...na gurinchi). Inko peddayana..."ye amma mana state lo seat raledaa ?" vallaki explain chesesariki madras vachesindi.
Maa nannagaru nenu surathkal vachamu. Ma nannagaariki coll chusesariki chaala santhosham vachindi.

"Orey gaadida intha manchi coll lo neeku seat ela vachindi ra ?" annaru.

Nenu appudu antha feel avvaledu...kaani ee nalugu samvatsaralu ayyina tarvatha....aa maata entha nijamo ardham ayyindi.
Nenu ee college lo gadipina kalam jarigina experiences nenu manishi ga edagadaaniki enthagaano todpaddayi.

Somethings which I would never forget........
Yaji sir's quotes
Katta sir's personality
Babu Narayan sir's Intellect
Nayak sir's professionalism
Dwarakish sir's Discipline
Nagaraj sir's Experience
Lakshman sir's Dedication

I should specially mention a presentation(lecture) given by Daniel Oerther from uninversity of Cincinnati. It was the best presentation I had seen till date both in terms of content and presenting.

The beautiful lawns infront of main lobby
The magnificent starry skies at night
The Siva Temple
The B.E.A.C.H
Playing cricket with gults
Movies in SAC
Concerts in SJA
Browsing in CCC
A1 prints
Night Canteen
"TIKKA HUT"

inka chaala unnayi gaani list peddadaipotundani rayatledu.......
Ento appude college aipoyindante nammalekapotunnanu.

You're fired........

You Are An ENTJ

The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others. Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise. Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow. You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

What's Your Personality Type?

Sorry for this crap...but I was on cloud nine after seeing this...who wouldnt be.. :P
Dont worry its never gonna happen.... :)

I am both...but not at the same time...

Your EQ is 173

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Now what can I say......Hahahahahahaha.....it was funny.

Sneham Kosam....... ;-)

Inka youth vishayaaniki vaste abbayilu ammayila kosam trying ammayilu abbayila kosam trying anedi AIDS laanti nijam. Ante...AIDS laage idi andariki telsu kaani we just dont want to speak about it.
Btw nenu abbayine...kada....so mee doubt clear ayyindaa... :P

Ee fren request le untayante, totally dumb to totally desperate scale lo untaayi.
ejjamples...
ivanni abbayilu ammayilaki pampinavi.....

Ammayilu telivaina vaallu kabatti scrap kottaru direct ga friend request pamputaaru....oka ammayi daggarnunchi fren request vaste accept cheyyani maga purgu untundaa cheppandi.
enthaina ammayilu abbayilakanna mundunnaru..... :P

Routine

hi dear
this is ****
i want to frnd u
this is mine (mobile no) u r intrst

hai,
how are you friend,
i think your fine,
ok,
tell me your habbies,
from:
orkut friend,
XXXX............


Ati telivi

hi sonali how ru.just keep scaping me bcause i want to increase my scaps in one week.its bet with my frndss so plzdo this favoure to me.wen ever u will be online just scap me anything nonsense ok.i want to cross 300 scaps

Hai..How are you..Good evening..This is (beep).. 24 years MBA guy...(beep)...Presently in (beep) and working for (beep) University..May I know about you plz...I wanna make friendship with you..Your profile is so nice that I couldnt stop myself from scrapping you..will you be my friend...See my profile and scrap me if u r interested......waiting for ur reply..keep scrapping..takecare..byebye
-veedu ide scrap inko naluguru ammayila books lo kottaadu...(same time) aa naluguru veedni chaavagottaru...adi vere vishayam :P


Oh very very sad dat u lost IPOD
hi
this this #### From ***
h r u ?
if u r interested to chat wid me
pls reply soooooon...


Flirts

Hi i was just bored .. opened orkut .. searched for new buddies .. saw lots of communities .. photos.. searched till i found a cute girl ... she was a simple .. good luking girl .. i coulnt continue searching .... i m impressed .. how do i make her my friend..shall i send her a friend req .. before that i ll message her .. yeah thats a good idea.. here i proceed with lots of questions in my mind.. wil she accept ?? will she like me ... or will she atleast reply ... now its upto her to reply ... i can feel a smile on her face .. yes she wants to reply .. i know for sure
would u like to be my friend

Knock! Knock! May I come into ur world?
I bring no flowers, no gifts but wishes
to keep u fresh, prayers to keep u healthy
& luv to keep u smiling.good day....

if i say hi.......u may say whoz this....
if i say hey.......u may say i am acting smart....
if i ask for chat....u may say why??....
if i say i liked ur profile......u may say m flattering u.....
if i ask for frnship.......u may say m flirting......

so can u plz suggest me hw to start wid uuuuuuuu.........????
trust is the first step of friendship......

Desperate
Naaku annitikanna idi baaga nachindi.....

why r u not accepting me???????????????

The Chronicles of Orkut .....

Rendu moodrojulu nunchi edo raseddaamanukuntunna....kaani raayadaaniki emi ledu. Earlier vaatilo konchem intensity undi...avanni feel ayyi raasinavi. Deenni batti edaina pani chesthe adi sahajam ga undaali. Oorike edo kelikeddaam podicheddam anukunte booshmandam baddalavvuddi.

Ee edava orkut lo chaala time waste chestunnanu. huh...edava orkut entile edavani nenu...maree addict aipoyanu ee madhya chandalanga.
chesedi emanna undaa ante emi ledu...

So orkut sangathi chuddaam...(idantha naa sodi matrame evarni uddesinchi kaadu).
Okaanoka stanford student ki kotha vaallani kalavadam anna friends network maintain cheyyadam anna chaala istam anta....stanford kada kurradu gadusu pindam...Google lo paddaadu coll ayyesaraki. Asale Google lo panollandariki chinna exception untundi....vaaraniki konni gantalu vaallaki nachina ideas develop cheskovachu. So mana puddingu vaadi passion ni ideas ni kalipi noori orkut anedi kanipettadu.
Paina bommettaanu kada aade mana veerudu.......Orkut Büyükkökten.

Inka janalni verrithinchadaaniki daani lo join kaavalante invitations undela pettaaru....(deeniki reason entante..."connecting people through a network of trusted friends")entha invitations unna free ye kada. Free ga vaste manollu vadultaara..aha vadultaara ani. Nenu vadalanu chachina.
Mundu brazil lo unde herolu heroinelandaru paddaaru....manavemanna takkuva tinnama population kaina popularity kaina pranalistaam... :P
Ventane indians advent on orkut start ayyindi. chaala takkuva kalam lo chelaregipoyi dummu repesaam orkut di.


Just for fun...antu raka rakaala communities create chesi....vaatilo fun games nirvahistu untaaru.
communities perlu ela untaayi ante...
This is not a community
I joined too many communities
We still support indian cricket team
I hate you but I love you
Haha I crack myself up....

Individuals category communities lo...

The Shahrukh Khan Fan Club (141,027 members)
Rahul Dravid - The Wall (100,311 members)
Dr A.P.J.Abdul Kalam's fanclub (80,164 members)........mana country ee direction lo veltundo ardham chesukovachu.

Manaki first cinemalu kaavali....cinemaale kaavali. Vaadu teesina cinema ne malli teesina black lo tickets konukkuni maree chustaamu.
Same hero same heroine aakhariki same story aina parledu cinema ante ado pichi la tayrayyindi.
Second cricket.....ammo cricket lekapothe inkemaina undaa....bermuda lo puttundaalsindi manollu. Cricket ki anavasaramaina hype. Mana vallu cricket kanna modelling baaga chestaaru.
chinna joke..
sachin son : Amma nanna soode sixlu meeda sixlu kodtundu....jabardast.
sachin wife : Bidda kallettuku soodu adi advertisementu...

Third papam mana abdul kalam garu... :-(


Inka mana telugu comms lo mostly jarigevi ive...

Paina unna profile lo attractive edi.....(idi anni games ki mummy laantidi...)
Paina unna bomma chusthe meekemani pistundi...
Paina unna tokkatho meeru ee cinemaki veltaaru...
Paina unna edavaki oka slap kottandi....
Paina unna paparao propose chesthe em chestaaru...
Paina vaadi intlo oka cinema peru.....

Paina vaadi pindam ekkada pedataaru.....(nenu start chesta....)

lekapothe CHATROOM ani petti kummeskuntaaru.

veetannitikanna best entante...eppudo mana chinnanaati frens ni kalusukogaladam.....thats something i thank orkut for.
mana GRE veerulu kuda orkut ni tamaki anugunanga vaadukuntunnaru...

After all orkut is not such a bad thing... ;-)


Contd...

F.E.A.R

Direct ga scene loki enter aipodaam.....beginning ela raayalo teleeka araganta nunchi juttu peekkuntunnanu.
Place : Kakinada
Date : gurtuledu...march 1st week
Time : 8:30 PM

Nenu maa peddamma gaarinti nunchi maa annayya vaallintiki veltunnanu. Oka 20 min walk. Kuda chinna bag undi andulo na laptop undi. Road antha cheekati ,ye daridrudu ledu.. okka street light kuda ledu. Entha dhairyavanthulakaina konchem bhayam untundi kada....nenu asale beduru godduni chinnapatnunchi cheekati ante chachentha bhayam. Asala Steven speilberg ni tannali aa Jurassic Park cinema teesinanduku....okkadne second show chusa aa cinema 6 lo anukunta. Appudu konnalla varaku ye moola nunchi ye dinosaur vachestundo ani tega bhayapadevaadni. Daaniki todu ma cousins nannu inkaa pedda verri vengalappa ni chesi aadukunevaaru ;-( ...So manasulo bhayapadutu naaku telisina pichi mantraalevo chaduvukuntu nadustunnanu. Kaasepayyindi....inthalo venaka nunchi oka female voice "evandi mee illu ekkadandi...?" Naaku pulusu kaaripoyindi. venakki choosthe oka middle-aged woman bhujam meeda edo bastha undi. "ikkade nandi.." ani fast ga nadichestunnanu....avidaki andakundaa. Gunde ninda bhayam evevo thoughts. Emo aavida aa bastha tho naakokkati gattiga ichi naa lap nokkestundemo...inka entento aneskuntunnanu.
"evandi undandi...anthaa cheekati ga undi kada bhayam ga undi maa illu akkade konchem todu undandi..." andi aavida.
Hammayya anukunnanu....konchem navvukunnanu kuda. Kukka toka pattukuni godaari eedinattu ane sametha gurthochindi....nene pedda bhayastundni malli eevidaki nenu todaa ;-)

Sare nandi ani aavida tho paatu kontha dooram nadichanu. Aavida paapam daarantha edo matladutune unnaru....naa manasulo inka ekkado pisarantha bhayam..nenu free ga maatakalapalekapoyaanu.. tarvatha evari daarina vallu vellipoyaam.

Bhayam...naaku cheekatante bhayam inkondariki verokati bhayam. Adi manishini enthela marchestundo alochisthe navvostundi. Asala naa pichi kaakapothe naa bag lo laptop undani aavidaki ela telustundi.
cheekatlo evi kanipinchavu asala emanna unnayo ledo kuda teliyadu aina bhayam...aakhariki saati manishante kuda bhayam. Jeevitham kuda anthe...mundu emi jarugutundo evariki teleedu emi jarigipotundo anukuni bhayapadipotuntaam. Ante ofcourse ippudu paristhitulu kuda alage unnayanukondi...
Ela rayalo teleetledu gaani...naaku ardham ayyindentante anavasara bhayaalu pettukuni muduchukupoyekanna naluguritho kalisi pani cheyyadam manchidi.Vachi raani english lo aithe We are all the same...like Hermit crabs(see wikipedia for more info on hermit crabs). We need to get out of our shells and open up to the world.
Ante I mean for eg raillo veltunnaam anukondi pakka vaaditho maatladam chachina matladam...bhayam ani kaadu gaani enduko matladam. Ala kaakunda manam parichayam chesukunte... emo manaki oka manchi friend dorakachemo evariki telusu.

Maree manchitanam ekkuvaipothe kuda problemme anukondi...kaani em chestam.

Fear....deep rotting fear.
Fear is a sickness. It will crawl into the soul of anyone who engages it.
It will taint ur peace.
Strike it from ur heart.

Life's got lot more to offer than what you and me think...!

ee madhya naa blog lo nenu OA ekkuva chestunnattanipistundi meekkuda ala anipiste naaku cheppandi...konchem cut cheddaam.

Aimee mann-"save me"

Ofcourse this is the live version...but the real track in magnolia sounds great...i can mail tht to u if u r interested... :-)

Sivarathri ante Sivudi Birthday kaadu...

Marenti ani adagaddu....telsukondi.

Ikkada maa college lo INCIDENT ane cultural festival jarugutondi...lavvars day(Feb 14) nunchi 18 daaka. Ante janalantha kalisi kuppi genthulu chilipi chestalu cheyyadaaniki vedika annamaata. So eppudu unde selavale kaakapothe official. Nenu atu incident ki vellatledu itu chadavatledu...chi chi raayalantene naa meda nene korukkuni chachipovaalannantha asahyam ga undi.

Asalu aa roju sivaraathri ani kuda teleedu naaku. atu poddunna madhyanam kaakunda 11:15 ki lechanu nidra. Ofcourse rendu moodrojulnunchi alage lestunnanu. Kaalakrutyaalu ayyayi. Direct ga food kottadaaniki mess ki chekkesaanu. Mess ayyina tarvatha frens tho kaasepu sollesi...malli room ki vachesaanu. Net lo oka interesting chatting chesanu maa fren ki palm-HISTORY telsantenu...Mothaaniki emi narikaam ayya ante...naa rekhala prakaaram anukunna vyakthi tho pelli avutundanta.... :)) Santhosham... maha bhaagyam...antha kanna ee batukki inka emi kaavali. "kaani siri tho adantha veeji kaadu..."-adedo cinemalo annattu...(Sri kanakamahalakshmi recording dance troupe.. Rajahmundry)
Aina poni saradaaki naa chaduvu inka money matters ela untaayi ani adigaanu. Maa vaadiki only love geethala gurinche telsanta...anthelendi asalu cinema hittaithe inka songs, fights evadikkavaali... ;-)

4 avutundi...eppudu nenu orkut profile name..."Devudaa.." ani start chesi edoti pedataanu. So ee roju edo spl undi devudni chudakapothe feel avutaadani gudiki veldaamani ready ayyanu.
Maa coll nunchi road daati o 10 nimushaalu nadisthe gudi..sivudi gudi..chaala old and chaala bavuntundi. Ee madhya unde modern gullala kaakunda konchem gudiki vellina feel vastundi. Baata ki atu itu perigi peraganattu podalu untaayi. Gudi venakaale beach...super scene kadu. Mansantha okkasaariga lite aipotundi akkada.

Bayalderaanu...Jebulo rendu 2rs coins unnayi inka oka 20rs note undi. ante eppudu vellina enduko edo oka coin vestaanu hundi lo kaadu..pallem lo. Devudiki dabbulenduku cheppandi.Nenu nadustunnanu inthalo oka chinna pilladu vayasu 5 untundemo...chirigi poyi masi baarina chokka tho(kinda emi ledu) janala daggaraki parugulu teestunnadu. Vaadiki nadaka kuda sarigga raadu maatalu ardham ayyi avvanattu matladutunnadu. Mundu oka peddavida daggariki velladu aavida bittaraga chusi...pommandi. Naku ingeneral ga ilaanti scenes ante konchem...konchem enti chaala ibbandi. Nenu vadi vadi ga adugulu vestu vellipotunnanu....assalu venakki tirigi chudatledu. Paapam pillodu parugettukuntu vachaadu
"Hanna...Anna.." antu chaala aayasapadipothu cheyyi paiki kindaki aadistunnadu. Nenu mamoolu hero style lo emi levu annattu cheyyupaanu.
Malli adigaadu enduko jebulo unna oka 2rs coin ichesaanu. vaadu vellipoyaadu.
Kaani ichetappudu vaadni okka saari clear ga chusaanu. Chepthe OA anukuntaaru gaani vaadi hairstyle sivudi hairstyle dadaapu okkate....ade ekkuva juttu and nadi nethi meeda rendu roundlu laaga.
Aa babu ilaantivi chaala chusamu adukkune vaallu kavaalne ala untaaru anukunte...mee istam.

Nenu gudiki vellipoyaanu darsanam etc etc anni ok. Gudilo andaru 10rs petti prasadam potlaalu konukkuni veltunnaru. Nenu emi konaledu...enduko konabudhi avvaledu. Kaasepu aa beach view chusukuni vachesaanu.

Malli vache route lo kuda untaadu kada manavaadu...kaani ee saari naaku vaadni chusi nappudu gonthulo edo peddadi irukkupoyinatlu ayyindi. Aa pillodu ala andari daggara collect chesina chillara ni pakkane podallo unna valla akka(vaadi meeda konchem peddaga undi...akka anukunna) ki istunnadu. Aa akka chankalo inko chaala chinni pillodu. Inka nannu nenu boothulu tittukovaalo samudram lo dookalo ardham kaledu.

Manushulaki pandugalu pabbalu ledaa kastaalu vachinappude devudu gurtuku vastaadu.
Ee vishayam devudiki kuda telsu. anduke andarni eppatikappudu line lo pedutuntaadu.
Ala gudiki velli devudiki rendu kobbarikaayalu kottesi o 100 hundi lo vesesthe mana tappulanni potaaya..??? aa pillalu ala undadam mana tappu kaada...(edava logikkulu laagakandi naaku manduddi..adi mana... ante society tappe) Boldu janam vachaaru vaallantha aa pillodiki okka rupaayi iste vaallu atleast aa night ki haayiga undagalaru. Prasadam konukkuni mingite gaani punyam raada..? Adukkune vallandariki ivvakarledu poni chinna pillalki musalallaki ivachu ga..entho konthaa...pizzalu burgerlu matuku konnukuni tintaame baaga.

so aa scene ala ayyindi. Inka raathri ee INCIDENT lo edo pronite ante vellam daanni nenu boothulathone describe cheyyagalanu so adi ditch.

Padukundaamani nadum vaalchaanu.....naaku hataathuga inko pidugu padindi...
Aa mundu roju raathri naako kala vachindi
andulo nenu maa school 10 class corridor lo parigedutunnanu...evado chinna pilladni venakaala chusaanu...pattinchukokundaa inka parigedutunnanu vaadu venakaale parigedutunnadu...naaku bhayam vesi inka fast ga parigedutunnanu. Nenu entha fast ga parigedutunna chaala slow ga kadultunnanu...akhariki vaadu nannu pattukunnadu !!!
ventane melukuva vachesindi...paiga room lo nenu okkadne chala bhayam vesindi kaasepu...

inthaki aa abbaye ee abbaya ani adakkandi..seepu ga. Almost face ade...lekapothe nenenduku cheptaanu.


Poddunna evaro... era babu ee roju night jagaram chestava ani adigaaru...
antha scene ledamma...aina sivudiki naaku evo understandings unnayi le ani annanu vaaditho...

intha jarigaaka inkaa naaku nidra padutundaa..???

manam enni saarlu chachipovachu....

manam enni saarlu chachipovachu.....
practical ga aithe okasaare.... aina
appudappudu virakthi tho chachipovachu
rojuu bataleka chachipovachu
rendaksharaala maayalo padithe kshanakshanam chachipovachu ...
nenedo naa chaavu chastunte indaaka mess lo o pain-naa-koduku muddakosaari champesadu.

chachi batakadam telsina vaadiki eppatiki chaavu ledu............ardham ayyindaa godu.

Epudo cheppenu Vemana garu...

Sakala yagnamulaku sakala terthamulaku

talalu gorugukunna falithamu ledu

mantra jalamu kanna mangali jalamechu

viswadaabhiraama vinura vema

Raati bommalakela rangaina valuvalu

gullu gopuramulu kumbhamulunu

kudu gudda taanu koruna devudu

viswa...

Guhalalonajochi guruvula vedukanga

Kruramrugamokandu taarasilina

muktidaaradi munduga joopuraa

viswa..

Vignulellaru kudi verri kutalu kusi

satini patini gurchi sammatamugaa

munu muhurtha muncha mundetlu mosera

viswa...

Pindamulanu jesi pitarula talaposi

kaakulakunu bettu gaaddelaara

pentatinedu kaaki pitarudetlaayaraa

viswa....

Atmasuddhi leni acharamadi ela
bhandasuddhi leni pakamadi ela
chittasuddi leni sivpujalelara
viswa...

Alpudeppudu palku adamburamu ganu
sajjanundu palku challaganu
kanchu moginatlu kanakammu mroguna
viswa...

Apadiana velanarasi bandhula judu
bhayamuvela judu bantu tanamu
pedavela judu pendlamu gunamu
viswa...

Chippalonabadda chinuku mutyambayye
nitabadda chinuku nita galise
brapti galugu chota phalamela tappura
viswa...

Veshabhashalerigi Kashayavastramul
gattagane mukti galugabodhu
talalu bodulina talapulu bodula
viswa...

Tappulennuvaru Tandopatandambu
lurvi janulakella nundu tappu
tappu lennuvaru tamatappu lerugaru
viswa...

How to Mend a Broken Heart...

Day 1

Instructions

• STEP 1: Breathe. All you can do is survive this first and difficult day. Take one day at a time.
• STEP 2: Give yourself permission to mourn. Call in sick at work, sleep all day, eat too much ice cream, sob.
• STEP 3: Congratulate yourself for being human: It is only when you open yourself to love that your heart can break.
• STEP 4: Develop and repeat a helpful mantra to get you through the initial shock and pain, such as "This too shall pass" or "I will survive."

Day 2

Instructions

• STEP 1: Reach out to a close friend or family member. It helps to share your thoughts with others.
• STEP 2: Watch a movie to distract yourself. Choose a comedy that has cheered you up in the past. Or watch a movie that's guaranteed to make you sob--it may surprise you how good that feels.

Week 1

Instructions

• STEP 1: Force yourself to go out even if you are feeling despondent. Take yourself out for a cup of coffee or go on a long walk.
• STEP 2: Express your emotions in a way that comes naturally. Write in a journal, paint, sculpt or play music.
• STEP 3: Do daily cardiovascular exercise--the endorphins will give your spirits an immediate lift.
• STEP 4: Resist the urge to call your ex. Instead, write a letter. Don't mail it.
• STEP 5: Go out of town for the weekend to distance yourself from the temptation to call your ex. Visit an old friend or go back home to your roots. A change of environment does wonders for the spirit.
• STEP 6: Put everything that reminds you of your ex in a box and seal it. Throw it away, donate it to charity or ask a friend to hold on to it indefinitely.

Week 2

Instructions

• STEP 1: Surround yourself with friends. This may mean reaching out to people you fell out of touch with during the relationship.
• STEP 2: Make lists to help you regain your confidence and identity: a list of your friends, of things you like, of what you want to accomplish in the next decade.
• STEP 3: Spoil yourself: Get a new hairstyle, have a spa day or go shopping.
• STEP 4: Resist the urge to call your ex.

Week 3

Instructions

• STEP 1: Assess the experience. Have you learned anything about yourself? Does the experience make you more empathetic to others who've suffered a hardship?
• STEP 2: Begin an activity that will fill your time, distract your mind and rebuild your confidence. Train for a marathon, take up yoga or learn a new language.
• STEP 3: Resist the urge to call your ex.
• STEP 4: Volunteer your time at a local homeless shelter, soup kitchen or tutoring center. It will take your mind off your own woes and keep your suffering in perspective.

Week 4

Instructions

• STEP 1: Continue regular socializing and exercising. While socializing, though, make sure you don't depend on alcohol or drugs to dull the pain.
• STEP 2: Call your ex if you feel it would be helpful. Resist if you merely want to say hurtful things.
• STEP 3: Consider dating other people, but be wary of rebound relationships.
• STEP 4: Understand that you will need to experience and process sadness, anger, guilt and fear to fully heal. Burying or ignoring these emotions will thwart the healing process. Write, cry, share the feelings with friends.

Months 3 to 6

Instructions

• STEP 1: Force yourself to go on dates. You'll be surprised to discover that your heart can still flutter over someone. It's part of the healing process.
• STEP 2: Consult a psychiatrist if you are experiencing symptoms of depression, such as lack of appetite, insomnia or too much sleeping, low self-esteem, and an inability to concentrate or carry out routine tasks. Ask a friend or physician to recommend one who is experienced in treating depression.
• STEP 3: Remember that healing is a process that takes time. Expect waves of sadness, anger, guilt or fear even after you think you are over it. Give your heart time to heal.

One year and beyond

Instructions

• STEP 1: Compartmentalize the experience in your memory: "My heart was broken once. It really hurt and I'm glad it's over."
• STEP 2: Reach out to your ex if you want to re-establish a friendship. Do not harbor secret ambitions of winning him or her back. You'll only set yourself up for another heartbreak.

Avasarama aha avasarama anta.....naa philosophy entante "adi" boomerang laantidi...When u throw a boomerang only two things can happen
1. You hit the target and end on a happy note
2. If it doesnt....wait and you will get ur boomerang BACK to u....